As humans, sometimes our faith is so strong and other times, it is sooo low. This week has been a mixture of both for me. I KNOW God will answer his prayer for us. He has the perfect plan. But, as I look around, and see so many people that I know having babies, I can't keep from wondering, "Why not me?" The devil really knows how to get to us.
This storm of infertility has made me, at times, feel broken hearted, scared, and sometimes, less of a human being.
However, the Good Lord above has helped me through these emotions. And I wouldn't change a thing (even though I am ready Lord for this to come to an end). :)
I was listening to a pastor on the radio the other day (Dr. Jeremiah I believe) and he said something that has weighed on my heart, "It's through the storms in life that we get to know God better." This is sooo true!
Sad to say, but I had not really read any of the bible until I was faced with this storm. Oh, how I have needed God through this!!!! I know I will always have a comforter in God All Mighty! He will see me through!!!! I have to keep faith!!!!
And by the way, I started my menstrual cycle today, so we will be getting that semen analysis in a couple of weeks. God will provide the lab, the money, and the good results. ;)
Romans 17:20-21: If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain 'move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.
