Chris is my best friend and I love the nights where we lay in bed and think about our future. Its been almost 13 years, and I am in awe that we still do that. Of course we have our arguements, but the good definately out ways the bad!
You see, going through this "trial" of infertility has made me change (for the better of course). I have grown to love my husband so much more and I have matured so much over the past three years.
During these past three years, I have also grown to love Christ and have learned how to lean on Him. He is the same God in the valley as He is on the mountain.
I want Chris and I to have a child more than anything and I know Chris wants that too. The other night when we were having one of our conversatonions about the future, I asked Chris if he liked a certain baby name. I've probably asked him about a million names. However, this time, his response was a little different. He said, "Honey, I'd let you name it Mud, if we could just have a baby."
God will give us a baby, I know this. I should not question when, because He has the perfect plan for us!
So please keep praying for us, pray that if it's God will, we will soon have our Baby Mud! :)
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declared the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."
